Sunday, April 11, 2004
From Analysis, to research, to revealing my true colors. In the end, I'm still the one who hasn't grown up =).
I wonder who still reads this blog anyway, but good news, no more childish acts from me.
I feel hopeless, but not out of hope.
I've done what i can, but not give it my all.
I've tried to keep my friendship circle going, and it's still there, though it won't last.
The first batch of my buds are going to army, so all the best in there.
I'll be next real soon, so take real care.
To those I've seriously put my heart of helping them out and sorts, it just seems that the real time to part has come.
I know you assholes will miss my cheebyes n fucks, and i'll miss your Laming and Crapping.
To those who happily drinks with me, Cheers~ We'll meet again, and drink again, of course.
Counting down liao, this is not really a farewell, I have 1 more week before SIP ends, and it's until june before i step into school again. By then, certain people will be gone. The weak-minded Keong can finally say this, "I love you all ahha."
How the hell u all did it, i don't know. I never felt so lost before. From young, until now, i did miss my friends, but i never did feel so lost. Maybe it's all the PBL and nonsense and whatever we went through together. To Look back, i would never be in year 3 sem 1 if i wasn't a lucky bastard who had a whole bunch of people backing me up. Is this real friendship? I suppose so, so I finally experienced it, thanks to you morons, bastards and cheebyes. Thanks alot. Proud to say, My life isn't a waste of time.
Look forward to our next enjoyable moments. . . Time to write my report. And i wish I would stop complaining already -_-
Brought To You By: Keong E Loser Who Remains a Loser at Heart, But Happy at Mind =D ~
Posted by borny @ 11:05 PM
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Today, i screwed it big again, though i got really nothing serious happening, i got over-worked up due to my stupid gameplay on saturday, sunday, and today.
And One simple thing, i felt like smashing my racket, of course i didn't (How much does it cost)
But the better thing was, i told my coach i wanted to smash my racket, he said .
" Smash lor. No use, not the racket making the mistakes. "
And i knew that was damn true, but what the hell, why still more mistakes. . . Should i just keep it cool and do nothing about it? Nothing seems to work, I'm out of ideas, and i need one. Maybe i shld just give this saturday a miss. Geez
Brought to you By: Keong E Loser =D~
Posted by borny @ 9:31 PM
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
Hey Hey. . . For those of you who knew what happened to me these days, it's simply. Shit, shit, and more shit.
I know i told you guys before that i get peace for damn long and all my problems all come in at one shot. But this is the first time i ended up all with failures. WITH ONE SHOt as well. Screw This
I Advertised pretty hard so for those of you who didn't know this, here goes.
I failed my 2nd driving practical with 44 pts and 1 immediate fail when my first one only failed with 20 pts and 1 immediate fail.
So here are my "Problems"
Never give signal more than 5 times.
Never check blind spot Thrice.
Proceed on Amber light (Meaning i chiong traffic light lah. . . Proceed so hard to understand meh)
Mount kerb (stupidest of all, somehow i was just daydreaming, and i was dreaming of something which i had forgotten, i think it was e stupid presentation the previous day.)
Never check behind when reversing (This instructor is ok-ok lah, but then dun even gimme time to turn head, aiya, i also very fan ying chi dun, bo pian i sucks)
never watch out for pedestrian (Gay people, fuckers. It's red man, NOT GREEN MAN, they had the fucking audacity to CROSS E FUCKING ROAD RIGHT IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY'S EYES. BETTER YET. I SAW THEM, AND I SLOWED DOWN. WHY THE FUCK DID I KENA. I DUNNO!? NOW IT JUST SEEMS LIKE HE THINKS I WANT TO RAM THEM DOWN. I THINK I WILL AFTER WHAT FUCKING HAPPENED. 8 POINTS LEH CHEEBYE)
Fail to observe road hazards (I kena this on previous test also, bo pian, pple throw rubbish on road how i notice, i'm not one who bothers with such small matters, but it costs 6 points anyway.)
Stop on Yellow box (This is the immediate fail. Cool huh. The bus had to stop right infront of me because he wanted to turn in, and i never notice, so move into yellow box n stop there lor.)
Moral of e story? I SUCKS.
And there in the afternoon i went for my NEXT SLTAs and the final one. Guess the story behind it. They called the 2 main players to go in there n play and my captain purposely got the last guy out and included me in because he found out that The final team ain't no small fry, so he's calling me in to try and get a win out for today.
And so we set off. . . Cool, discussing stupid tactics, and there i got, first singles, the "Scapegoat".
2nd and 3rd singles started off first. Our most pro player got stuck with a fucking pro, and so the fight of the 2 pros. I witnessed his entire "battle" and i saw how hard he tried, but still lost. 6-1 and 6-6 tie break 7-2.
The other one was better off n he won 6-2, 6-4.
And the decider. . Who? ME.
Cut it short, i lost. 6-2, 6-1. And it was stupid, plain, stupid. I dunno what i was doing, i dunno what i want to say, and i dunno what i should say. It's simply, my fault, and it's simply, i suck. That motherfucker was such a weakling i could smash him down 6-0 6-0, i wasn't the least bit nervous, and i wasn't at all, in any state of situation where i had any handicap. I was fucking at top condition, but not at top form.
All the shots flew, my game ended pretty fucking quickly, and i looked to myself , my poor partner had the toughest opponent and fought his ass off the 2nd set till a tie break, and i just threw mine away like it was a fucking donation. Arrrggghh. U SAY I PISSED ANOT. zZzZzZz.
I feel i need a makeover, a big one, and i know none of you can help me out with it. So it's time to start planning my new Personality Switch. . . . I hope it works. . . And i hope it changes my fucking attitude over all these games.
So what of tomorrow's napha? Seems like another failure to me, see how it goes bah
Brought to you By: Keong e Loser~ =D (Who is damn fucking pisseD)
Posted by borny @ 1:31 PM
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